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Showing posts with label call. Show all posts
Showing posts with label call. Show all posts

Tuesday, February 9, 2016

Moving out of your comfort zone

Comments on the first verse of the hymn I posted yesterday (found at the end of this reflection):

Here’s the text of the first verse:
From shallow waters call us, Lord, from safety near the shore,
And bid us launch upon the depths where faith is tested more.
Let not past failures hope destroy nor caution paralyze,
But help us follow where you lead and wait for Love’s surprise.

Line 1: We have a natural tendency to stay within our “comfort zones,” those places where we find what is familiar and known to us, those routines and relationships that make up a regular part of our lives. And some of us get to remain there for a good chunk of time. But that is not always the way things stay when we open ourselves to the Lord’s action and grace in our lives. Just look at the story of the call of Simon (Peter) and James and John (Luke 5:1-11), and how their encounter with the Lord changed their entire lives. The Gospel reports it so simply: They left everything and followed him. The Scriptures are well populated with people who have had some sort of God-initiated life-changing encounters. Consider Abraham, Moses, Isaiah, David, all the apostles, the woman at the well and also people whose lives were changed because of a deep moment of forgiveness (the woman caught in adultery), or an experience of healing.
   Notice also that this line actually ASKS the Lord to initiate such a process in our own lives. As they say, be careful of what you ask for.

Line 2: Have you had such a life-changing event in your life? If you look carefully, you might discover just how much your life has been changed by some sort of event, or call, or yearning, or creative dream, or perhaps even the inspiration and strength to break free from a particular habit or condition of sin. And what happens when you make this move is that your faith, indeed, is tested, and as a result of that, your faith grows deeper as you discover that this change you are making is not something you are doing on your own, but that God is with you every step of the way.

Line 3: Our internal critic (or is it from the devil) tries to keep us back. “You’re not good enough,” it says, or “After all your sins, how could you possibly thing that God would want you for something like that,” or any other sort of distraction or detraction designed to prevent you from making the move or the change. Many attempts at creativity are often discouraged by critics around us. I like this quote to answer that situation: “Those who say it cannot be done shouldn’t interrupt the people doing it.” God is telling us: “Don’t play it safe. Don’t let your past sins discourage you. I have forgiven you and I want you to come with me to something I have prepared for you.”

Line 4: The most important word in this line is “surprise.” If you heed the call, whatever it may be, you will be surprised at what will happen. Guarantee. And note also, that the surprise comes from love. You are being called; you are being helped; your faith is growing stronger; and you will be surprised by the God-who-is-love who cares for you and who will send you everything you need as you continue on your journey.

God bless you.

The hymn:

From shallow waters call us, Lord, from safety near the shore,
And bid us launch upon the depths where faith is tested more.
Let not past failures hope destroy nor caution paralyze,
But help us follow where you lead and wait for Love’s surprise.

We cannot fish the ocean’s depths with nets shrunk small by fear.
We need the gift of greater faith when we your summons hear.
And, if we plead unworthiness from what your call demands,
Then may we trust you’ll cleanse and calm our soiled, unsteady hands.

We dare to launch on unknown seas and cast our nets abroad,
For you have bid us grasp by faith the promises of God.
O Christ, you crossed the same wide seas you send us now to sail;
Be present when we reach the depths with strength that does not fail!

For neither fear nor scorn nor death could turn you back to land.
You knew no storms could carry you beyond your Father’s hand.
Your cross seemed but a fragile craft upon an angry sea,
Till Easter dawn brought light and peace through Love that sets us free!

Herman G. Stuempfle, Jr. 1973-2007. © 2006, GIA Publications, Inc.
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Monday, February 8, 2016

A prayer for a deeper faith

I found a hymn that I used at Mass yesterday because it was inspired by the Gospel of the call of Peter. Its text is rich and inspiring. I’m offering the entire text to you today for your meditation. If the Spirit so leads, I will be commenting on it over the next couple of days. But for today, just let the text touch you where it will. Here it is:

From shallow waters call us, Lord,
From safety near the shore,
And bid us launch upon the depths
Where faith is tested more.
Let not past failures hope destroy
Nor caution paralyze,
But help us follow where you lead
And wait for Love’s surprise.

We cannot fish the ocean’s depths
With nets shrunk small by fear.
We need the gift of greater faith
When we your summons hear.
And, if we plead unworthiness
From what your call demands,
Then may we trust you’ll cleanse and calm
Our soiled, unsteady hands.

We dare to launch on unknown seas
And cast our nets abroad,
For you have bid us grasp by faith
The promises of God.
O Christ, you crossed the same wide seas
You send us now to sail;
Be present when we reach the depths
With strength that does not fail!

For neither fear nor scorn nor death
Could turn you back to land.
You knew no storms could carry you
Beyond your Father’s hand.
Your cross seemed but a fragile craft
Upon an angry sea,
Till Easter dawn brought light and peace
Through Love that sets us free!

Herman G. Stuempfle, Jr. 1973-2007. © 2006, GIA Publications, Inc.
All rights reserved. Used with permission.
For permission for congregational copies or digital projection,

call onelicense.net at 1-800-663-1501

Sunday, February 7, 2016

He will not give up on you

In today’s Gospel passage for Mass (Luke 5:1-11), Jesus calls Peter to be the first of his apostles. Peter, the fisherman: uneducated, poor, living a life of hard labor, and, by his own admission, a sinner. When he realized that he was in the presence of a great and holy man (the Gospel doesn’t tell us exactly what Peter thought of Jesus), he fell to his knees and cried out, “Depart from me, Lord, for I am a sinful man.” But Jesus didn’t depart. He had great love for the sinful man—great love for us sinners, as well—and he called him to become a member of his company.

Little did Peter know at that moment just how great was his destiny. Little did he know what he would be learning by following Jesus. Little did he know how he would be put to the test many times over the next three years. Little did he know how serious would be the sins he would commit even though he had been close to the Lord and tried to follow him.

And again, faced with a great sinner—one who had actually denied that he even knew Jesus, Jesus never rebukes him. Instead, he speaks of love: “Do you love me?” he asks Peter three times. (John 21:15-21)

So understand this: Your sin does not drive Jesus away, it brings him closer to you. Your sin does not cut you off from his love: in fact his love is even greater. Your sin doesn’t mean that you don’t love Jesus, either. Your failure doesn’t betray that love. And over and above all the sins you may have committed, no matter how despicable they may be—over and above all of that are the extended arms of Jesus ready to embrace you, to forgive you, and perhaps even challenge you to pick yourself up and follow him again. And despite all of your unworthiness, no matter how it is that you find yourself unworthy, he may want to use you to do great things in this world.

Peter cries, “Depart from me, Lord.” The Gospel—the Good News—is that he will not depart from you, no matter what. Cling to that hope.

God bless you.