As we draw nearer to Holy Week
and to the horrors of Good Friday, the readings for daily Mass are already
leaning in that direction. Today is a particularly ominous scene, and we can
actually feel ourselves engulfed in shadows and fog and gloom:
I hear the whisperings of many: ‘Terror on every side!’ Denounce! Let
us denounce him!’
All those who were my friends are on the watch for any misstep of mine:
‘Perhaps he will be trapped; then we can prevail, and take our vengeance on
him.’ Jeremiah 20:10-12
When I reflect on this passage,
I can hear the voice of Jesus telling these thing to His Father during the many
times when he withdrew for private prayer. “Papa, this is what is happening.
This is what they are saying about me. I am frightened, Papa. I know You will
deliver me, but still I am frightened.”
Jesus Christ: both human and
divine. He refers to God the Creator as Papa,
like a little child expressing great intimacy and trust, yet the human Jesus
rightfully is frightened about the events that are taking place as the
Pharisees and scribes and religious leaders and plotting to kill him, and even
as Judas, who was his friend, is contemplating treachery against the one he had
been calling Lord.
“Papa, I am frightened.”
Do you realize that you have
a right to pray in this way since you are a child of God by adoption and
through your faith?
One final thought: never neglect
to hold in your heart all the millions of people in the world who are, right
now, victims of hatred and evil, most especially those Christians in the Middle
East who are becoming victims of genocide. Pray for anyone whose spirit might
cry out, “Papa, I am frightened.”
Terrible things are happening and
are going to happen. But God will prevail, no matter what happens to them on
this side of life.
God bless you.
No comments:
Post a Comment