Spirituality for Beginners

Fr. Bede's almost-daily reflections. When it comes to the spiritual life, we're all beginners. I also send these out by email. Contact me at bcamera@anselm.edu. God bless!





Friday, October 28, 2016

On obscurity and inadequacy

Friday, October 28, 2016
The Feast of Saints Simon and Jude

Both of these saints relatively obscure, and according to legend, they were martyred on the same day. This is probably why they were linked together in the calendar. And so we know nothing about what they actually accomplished in their lives except for the fact that they gained enough attention that they were finally put to death by the enemies of the new faith.

Note this: As I said, the important thing was not what they accomplished, or any notoriety, fame, tales of success, or how they even managed to spread the Gospel. The important thing is that they saints in the Kingdom of Heaven. That is the only thing that matters to us. The same fact might be true of your own life, of your own time here in space and time. What matters is that you are destined for heaven, and that any good you do for others becomes part of the treasure you have stored up for yourself in heaven.

We might also consider that in this violent and hate-filled world, even those of us who consider ourselves to be in “safe” circumstances might actually one day be called to martyrdom. Never forget that new martyrs to the faith are being created on a daily basis in some parts of the world, right here in 2016. We need pray for the grace and the miraculous strength and determination that so often is evident in the lives of the martyrs we know about in our history. May that grace be ours when it is needed.

The Gospel for the Mass today is about how Jesus, after a night of prayer to His Father, chose the twelve apostles out of a group of his followers. I think the most interesting part of this Gospel passage (Luke 6:12-16) is what it says about the 12th apostle to be chosen: “Judas Iscariot, who became a traitor.”
The seed for the death of Jesus is sown at the beginning of His ministry as He names the twelve apostles.
We might think that after a night of prayer, Jesus would have been more successful at naming 12 men who would be faithful to him right up to the end. We might also wonder whether or not Jesus knew what He was doing when he chose the ill-fated Judas. These are matters for speculation which we will only have answered on the other side of the grave.

But notice this: in every great and important work done in the Kingdom and in the Church, there is some flaw, some imperfection, some unwitting mistake or some inadequacy. I hope that if you think about these things, you might learn to have more patience with your own less-than-perfect attempts at doing good, helpful, insightful or creative works.


God bless you!

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