Spirituality for Beginners

Fr. Bede's almost-daily reflections. When it comes to the spiritual life, we're all beginners. I also send these out by email. Contact me at bcamera@anselm.edu. God bless!





Saturday, September 12, 2015

HELP, part 2

Yesterday we finished with what I call the four-word prayer: I can’t; you can. Let us see this prayer as a seed to be sown. Let us allow the prayer to expand and to blossom. Let us see where it might lead us.

"Lord, I don’t know where I’m heading. You do. Grant me the patience which will help me be at rest in not-knowing. I don’t know, you do. It is not up to me to know right now. Help me to surrender and let that surrender bring me peace, peace in not-knowing.

"Lord, I cannot see how the disparate elements of my life can fit together. You are the One doing the fitting-together. You are the one weaving the tapestry. Help me understand this so deeply that I can put my life in your hands and be at rest in not-knowing.

"Lord, I try so hard. I confess that at times I try too hard and forget that You are the active agent in my life. Forgive my lack of faith. Help me to surrender and to become totally dependent on You.

"Lord, I look into my life and see so much that is incomplete, unsettled, disappointing and mystifying. You look on me with love and see a beauty which I cannot yet see. I cannot make sense of this all now, Lord, but you can. Help me to see the beauty of the process of my life, Lord. Help me—give me even a brief glimpse into the beauty of my life EVEN WITH all that is incomplete, unsettled, disappointing and mystifying. Lord, help me to trust.




. . . and now, perhaps you can utter a prayer of your own. If you feel you cannot do it, just remember that the Holy Spirit prays within you, and that He can.

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