Spirituality for Beginners

Fr. Bede's almost-daily reflections. When it comes to the spiritual life, we're all beginners. I also send these out by email. Contact me at bcamera@anselm.edu. God bless!





Thursday, June 2, 2016

Your choice: ignorance or understanding?

Our Psalm study today brings us to Psalm 36, a psalm of contrast.

The first part of the psalm speaks about the godless, or one who has known God but then has chosen to turn his back on Him.

“Sin speaks to the sinner in the depths of his heart. There is no fear of God before his eyes . . .  To such a one, says the psalmist, all wisdom is gone. (1,4)

There is one line in this part of the psalm that we do well to pay attention to: He so flatters himself in his mind that he knows not his guilt. (v 3). I single out this verse because it speaks of something I know I have done in the past, and perhaps you as well. As we grow closer to God, our consciences become more refined and we begin to assess things more carefully before acting or thinking a certain way. At the same time, as our consciences grow stronger, we sometimes can look aghast at things we have said, thought or done in the past: this should move us quickly to the Jesus Prayer (Jesus, Son of God, have mercy on me a sinner), and let we become despondent on our guilt, we need remember the verse from psalm 103:12 (As far as the east is from the west, so far does he remove our sins) and also perhaps pray from Psalm 25: Do not remember the sins of my youth; in your love, remember me.)

The second part of the psalm is mainly a psalm of praise, exalting the Lord for His wonderful care. All of this is something which is unknown to the one who chose to tread the path of evil and sin.

Your love, Lord, reaches to heaven; your truth to the skies. (v6)  This love is unfathomable. Allow your thinking to blast far beyond any boundaries you may have set when thinking of God’s love. A bit father on, the psalmist exclaims, O Lord, how precious is your love! (v. 7d). (The Hebrew word for “precious” is the same word used to describe stones, jewels and gems.)

In this precious loving God we can take refuge: My God, the sons of men find refuge in the shadow of your wings. (Other translations use the word shelter.)

This God provides us with rich food and delightful drink (a type of the Eucharist?). God is the source of life (v. 10a), and it is in your light we see light. (v. 10b). Note here how the sinner in the beginning of the psalm is living in an ever-growing darkness, not light.

God is also a God of justice, and that justice is an aspect of His love: Keep on loving those who know you, doing justice for upright hearts. (v. 11)

The psalm concludes with a plea to be protected from the wicked, and also predicts their downfall: Flung down, they shall never arise. (v. 13)  This verse is especially helpful when we find ourselves the victim of some form of evil weighing in on us in our present situation.

I would sum up the contrast in this psalm in these ways:
                abandonment | protection
                darkness | light
                evil | justice
                ignorance | understanding.

Perhaps you can up with some contrasts of your own.

God bless you!


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