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Fr. Bede's almost-daily reflections. When it comes to the spiritual life, we're all beginners. I also send these out by email. Contact me at bcamera@anselm.edu. God bless!





Friday, September 16, 2016

The mystery of music

Friday, September 16, 2016

Back in 2001 I wrote a little collection of prose poems based on the Chinese classic, the Tao Te Ching. The name of the collection was The Tao of Musicianship, addressed not only to musicians, but to all of us who have music in our hearts. This morning, as I was praying for inspiration for today’s reflection, my gaze was directed towards this little book. Today I offer you the first poem in the series, again encouraging you to take what resonates with you and to leave the rest aside for now. And so, here it is:

Together we share experiences
     that cannot be put into words.

   Trying to describe such moments
                we lose them
                     like one trying to grasp a wisp of cloud.

Do you find this to be true at times?
   The most beautiful, the most precious,
                the most splendid,
       the music that makes life luminous
                is tarnished in the telling.

Try to describe that phrase
where suddenly
   the veil between heaven and earth was rent,
   and you joined the choirs of heaven in concert:

It cannot be done: in frustration, you end up doubting
whether is ever really happened.

Try to tell  another of the joy you find in the lover,
     and you desecrate that love.

Talk of the ecstasy you have in your song
to one who’s not tasted life’s depths,
   and you will be judged, not understood,
    and your bliss will flee lest it be wounded.

‘Tis a mystery, this gift (as all great gifts are),
                that blows where it will,
     eluding description,
          eluding manipulation.

It can be savored, but it cannot be evoked.
It can be tasted only when we do not chase it
     or want it or lay claim to it.

It happens only when we have forgotten these things,
    and give ourselves to the music,
      open and empty,
          without baggage or foothold,
                allowing the flow of the song
                                to take us where it will.

When it is there,
                it leads us to what is eternal,
                    and true, and good,
                                given, not taken,
                                                cherished, but not captured.

© 2001, Bede Gary Camera, O.S.B.

God bless you!


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