Spirituality for Beginners

Fr. Bede's almost-daily reflections. When it comes to the spiritual life, we're all beginners. I also send these out by email. Contact me at bcamera@anselm.edu. God bless!





Tuesday, August 30, 2016

A gift freely given, not earned

Tuesday, August 30, 2016
Tuesday of the 22nd Week in Ordinary Time

From the first reading:
We have not received the spirit of the world but the Spirit who is from God, so that we may understand the things freely given by God.

This is a difficult passage to unpack, and in order to grasp even a bit of it, I have had to ask the Holy Spirit to guide me in my reflection today. So, in a sense, I am “thinking aloud” as I write to you this day. As always, I advise you to take to heart anything which you find meaningful, and just leave the rest behind.

There is one reality which is so wonderful and so exalted that we have trouble fully accepting it, and it is this: That we have already been given God’s Spirit. It is within us, and it is by means of this Spirit that we are able to contemplate matters which worldly people cannot understand and probably regard as inexplicable nonsense.

This does not make us any better than those who have not yet been given the gift of faith; to put it in worldly terms we are just more fortunate, we are lucky. We have done nothing to earn this tremendous gift of God; we are not worthier than others, because worthiness has nothing to do with it. It is, and we have trouble grasping this, it is a free gift, and we often have trouble comprehending just what that means. We do not lose the gift because of our sinfulness or laziness or lack of focus, or anything of that sort. It is always there, and all it takes is our attention to be in touch with it.

That is why it is so very important for us to discipline our minds through  meditation, so that we might clear out all of the noise and all of the distractions so that we can gain better access to that gift which is within us. I mentioned above that I had to ask the Holy Spirit to guide me in my reflection, but the truth of the matter is that the Holy Spirit always guides me, even when I forget to pray or when I am unconscious and distracted.

What does this Spirit tell us? Well, you have to answer that question for yourself. The Spirit knows all things, even the mind of God, because the Spirit is God. So when have you found yourself inspired with thoughts or actions which are beyond your usual capabilities or your power of thought? When have you suddenly grasped just how much God loves you in a way you haven’t grasped before? When have you been walking along and were suddenly grasped by the incredible beauty of what you see before you? When have you suddenly drawn upon a greater measure of peace, or love, or joy than you usually experience in your humdrum day-to-day existence? When have you had the impulse to put everything down and just be without having to earn or prove or do anything at all, even in the midst of a noisy environment? When have you suddenly connected with another person on a level far deeper than what you find in your regular acquaintances? When have you had the sense that your life is more filled with meaning than you ever give it credit for?

These, I believe, are all signs that the Spirit is working within us. These are signs that God’s love for us is so much greater than we think we deserve.


Think on these things, and may the Spirit of God that is within you speak to your heart, mind and soul this day. God bless you!

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